"I've learned that finishing a marathon isn't just an athletic achievement. It's a state of mind; a state of mind that says anything is possible." - John Hanc, running writer
Today's run will be the farthest I have ever attempted. I have just completed my pre-long run ritual and am waiting only on my digestion. Last night I ate lots of carbs, started today with oatmeal and of course my daily 42 gram protein shake. As soon as my tummy feels clear I will hit the trail.
I am nervous.
I am finding myself expecting the day to arrive when my little scheme falls apart. The day when I just cannot do it, when I give up. I am still in disbelief that I am even attempting this. I know I sound defeatist but I have no intention of giving up. I never do. However, I am a great starter of things but not always a great finisher of things. This time I intend to cross the finish line, literally. On July 16th I turn 40, half of my life will be over. I must declare to myself that I am unlimited.
You gonna off yourself when you turn 80? Better not! I am going to need a fiddler in the nursing home to play cello with.
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